I love American Idol (: They really do discover some unknown talent out there. Good Luck Phillip Phillips you’re awesome!!!

Technology has gotten so advanced, it truly is amazing. My mom has been in the hospital and my two nephews haven’t been able to visit because they are too young, one is 7yrs the other is 3weeks old. So she had to see them just on pics from our phones (she was in there for 6days). Anyways my brother-in-law came up with the idea to record a video of them for her with my oldest nephew saying how much they love her and want her to get better etc. It made me want to cry when I played it for my mom because she was so excited and happy to see them. Yes some people say that all these advances in technology is making people lazy but moments like this make me thankful that they have come as far as they have

So I’m on day 4 barely still have 26 days left, hopefully I can make it (:

Scratch that I will make it! :D

So running on the treadmill sucks. Seriously it’s like no matter how fast you go you’re still stuck in the same spot never going anywhere. Music is a pretty nice distraction but still I can’t help but look down and see how much calories I still need to burn because of all the junk I ate earlier. This is where Criminal Minds comes in and saves the day (: I just put on an episode of Criminal Minds and let myself get all into trying to solve the case and figuring out who the bad guy is. After the episode ends I finish off my run listening to the song Buzzin’ by Mann. This is like the best workout song ever like no joke. No matter how tired I am I always get pumped up when I hear the song start to play. So whenever you need a good distraction from the annoying treadmill put on an episode of Criminal Minds and the song Buzzin’ haha

Ah I just LOVE this song! When I first heard it I loved the way it sounded and how sad it was. This is why I love listening to country music. The songs actually have meaning unlike a lot of the crap that is coming out nowadays. Every time I hear this song I think about this one guy who I had the biggest crush on this past semester. Nothing ever did happen between us but on one of the last days of school I saw him sitting in his car and this song was playing so now whenever I hear it I think of him and it makes me smile (:

Sometimes I wish time would just freeze. So much is going on right now and although I’m looking forward to a lot of things I also don’t want to let go of some things. This past semester of college has been wonderful and I’ve had a lot of good experiences but tons of people are graduating and it feels like everyone is leaving. Although I’m gonna miss all of these people and all the memories I am so looking forward to the birth of my nephew and growing up. But then that comes back to the whole issue of finding a job I love which isn’t gonna be easy. Hopefully this summer will be equally awesome and i’ll finally know what I wanna do with my life. All I know for sure is that whatever happens it’s in God’s hands and I have faith that it will all work out in the end <3